Esther's World

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Latecomers, FFK, Dun Say and Dun Ask.

i have so many things in my mind right now and i dunno where to start. its all jumbled up in one piece and i dunno how to untangle it.

well, the first one is principles. everyone has their own principles to live by. for eg: 'i will not give up so easily!' or 'i must maintain my 'Hei Jatt' (this workds for darlene =p)'. mine would be 'I will do the things dat i promised' and 'I will never be late'. i hate latecomers. i hate those ppl who din do wat they promised to do. if u cant go there at the time given, pls dun say u can do it. if u cant do the things u said u would, pls dun say u will do it so loudly. if u do it, u will give false hope to others and highten up the excitement n den in just one bang, crushes everything down to zero. hey, its not a good feeling k. i really HATE it. over the times, i will just lose hope on them. but, i know there excuses to all these but, it will not be an excuse if ppl just manage their time better. hello, we also have things to do but how come we can manage to do it but u can't?

secondly, its really funny where ppl dun ask n ppl dun say. we always take things for granted. ALWAYS whether u notice it or not. wen ppl dun ASK, we assume they understand n know everything dat we know. wen we dun SAY, we expect others to know and understand everything since they dun ask. so anyhow where u dun say or dun ask, it will always get bek to u where u know one thing less. we assume things are like the way it is since ppl dun say. we assume ppl know wat we do coz ppl dun ask. but, if we always ask, it means we are not observant and understanding enuf. if we always say, it means we are treating others like idiots where we need to inform them every step dat we take. so, wen is the right time to say and ask? if u guys know the answer, pls share it wif me as i, myself cant answer u that question. perhaps we need to ask and say at the right time. BUT, wen is the RIGHT time? all these things will only create misunderstandings where we assume u're doin this but actually, u're not. problem la...

i'm not really in a good mood lately. maybe too many ppl 'excite' me. i mean 'kik' me. its ironic where such small things such as misunderstandings can create such huge problems. plus, my beloved auntie visits me so it made the whole ride more 'enjoyable'. *yeah rite!*

Saturday, September 29, 2007

veli veli tired~

*sigh* today is another day of tiredness. although exams are over n the days ahead will be slightly easier, but it ain't getting less tired. went out 2 days straight after exam on tuesday made me dead tired. luckily the date on friday was mistaken for another friday n i had a chance to be a pig at home. but, today worked like a dog at work.

as usual, the stupid idotic fella just know how to bark orders to others n wont move its stinky feet n hand to help out. bark here n there till i really wanna wack him in the ass wif a huge gigantic stick dat could tear a hole in his ass! but, the kids are there, so i cant simply lose my cool rite....its for the sake of the children. who knows wat they could learn.....*hehe*

luckily also there are good staffs who co-operate wif me n others to make the event into a memorable one for the kids. if not, i'll be dead doing it all alone esp being the cute purple dinasour. i really appreciate their hard work. its like i'm feeling really relieved dat there's somebody dat can REALLY work n get the job done n be good frens. thanks to mr A and mr T. hahaha. at least their presence made my stay there worthwhile. =p

but, dat mr A gonna stop a while to concentrate on his exams so here i wish him all the luck dat he could get n all the best! also, dat mr T said he's gonna leave the place by the end of the year...haih....y all those good ppl always cabut lari wan? i really dun understand. padahal those tak guna punyer ppl who get gaji buta wan stay so long summore stay till more than a year dy.

although my work made me very tired, but it made me feel satisfied wif my own performance. i may not be the best or the good one, but, at least i get the job done. well, wif OK performance ler...not too bad rite....=p

activities to come: Klang Trip, dating, hanging out and working......:(

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Shit! been tagged by dat munyee

haih..kena tipu-ed by munyee's post. tot of just checkin it out but turns out to be i kena from her. well, since my exams are OVER (need to shout a bit...=p), i'm FREE to do it (shout pls). hehe
5 things in my bag:
1) student card
2) rubbish
3) hair clip
4) tissue
5) plastic bag
5 things in my head:
1) wat movie to watch tomolo?
2) WTF?!?
3) exams OVER!!! (shout again)
4) wat to watch later?
5) sleepy...zzZzzZ
5 words i frequently use:
1) WTF?
2) wat?
3) hey!
4) yo yo!
5) okie~~~
5 recent smses received
1) happy lantern festival!
2) erm....?
3) ??
4) ???
5) ????
5 recent things i just did:
1) send a message to a fren thru msn
2) drink chinese tea (they're good!)
3) eat mooncake (tau sar!!!!! love them!)
4) eat dinner (yummy)
5) walk bek from lrt
5 things in my wardrobe:
1) shirts
2) pants
3) handbag
4) socks
5) things dat needed to be put into a wardrobe
5 things i just ate:
1) chicken
2) egg
3) long beans
4) rice
5) button mushroom!
5 people i'm tagging:
1) Waiyin
2) Azaria
3) Darlene
4) Meikeng
5) dunno liao....ppl who are free enuf?
sorry dudes..i kena from munyee...dun worry, we're DAMN FREE now rite? hehe =p

Friday, September 21, 2007

Totally Shocking Findings!

it's been such a while dat i blog n now here i am! well according to the title, it's not really TOTALLY, but, still shocking la. it may be not much, but still shocking. u guys get wat i mean rite?
Shocking #1:

Ayumi Hamasaki released her latest single, Talkin' 2 Myself on 19th Sept. well, the queen of pop in Japan ALWAYS surprises us wif her ever famous barbie doll look, blond hair, black hair, long hair, short hair, big round eyes, well painted fingernails, her make up, her forever romantic ballad songs and her high pitched but nice voice. this time around, it shocks me because Talkin' 2 Myself is really good. she uses her deep voice (but not so deep, i dunno how to describe it) to capture audience's attention. she portrayed a very strong-willed and agressive type of voice in this song and in her MV (n she dances too!). through this song, i feel dat she has gone to another mature stage where she ditched her 'Ah, so lovely ballad love song' to 'Hey, look at me now!'. she sure captures my attention. but, she still sings good n perfectly well in any type of songs. she's a versatile singer. =p


barbie look to agressive look.
Shocking #2:

if u guys have seen 'One Litre of Tears' u sure remembers Aya, acted by Erika Sawajiri. dun be fooled by her innocent look in the drama. she can look quite nasty in her other roles especially in her MV. n, she plays the guitar! not to mention dat she sings quite well too. i like her song, 'Taiyou no Uta' (Song for the Sun). u guys can check it out in youtube (we just love youtube!) and take a look of 'Free', where she look TOTALLY different there (n i really mean it). also, she does modelling for bikini!!!!



3 different looks


Shocking #3:
n u guys surely remembers Aso, the love interest to Aya acted by Ryo Nishikido. aren't he cute? (drooling over him now). he actually is a member of Kanjani8 and NEWS, both Japan's famous boy band. he has the membership of 2 top boy bands in Japan! and he sings solo, acts and dances well too! wow...full package...no wonder he's a hit for 2 boy bands and dramas!

the kayu-looking Aso is a really talented guy!


Shocking #4:
i just watched Secret (Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi) through crunchyroll and i love the movie! i din noe dat i would love it. i din noe dat Jay Chou can make such a lovely and romantic yet touching love story judging by his ever so 'kayu' expressionless face. but, this time, well done to him! i was amazed and shocked to see how Jay and another guy (most probably a member by Nan Quan Ma Ma) can play piano the way dat they did. it was super fast and precise. i dun think i can play like them ever in my entire life even after i practiced for a 100 years! even though the story is good, it lacks logical thinking where people cant see the girl and suddenly they can see her and the same goes to Jay wen he went to the girl's world. and the ending keeps us guessing on wat happened and did it happened the way it did? but, it is a very sweet and touching yet memorable movie. :)


love the 'Secret' logo and its soundtrack!
Shocking #5:
while i was so-called studying at home, i came across the CDs that i bought a few years back. n i played it and i still LOVED Shin, a rock band from Taiwan. it's a real sad pity that they had disband, but, to me, they'll always be my number one rock band for chinese band. they really ROCK! n i still remembers their lyrics! (although not all but still can mumble something) n dat is shocking to me!=p


SHIN

Shocking #6:
well, i am shocked dat i dun have enough time to finish my Media Ethics paper and i'm so careless to leave out a few points while completing it. normally i have ample time to finish a paper and check it afterwards. this really leaves me dumbfolded. also, i'm shocked dat i can;t finish studying all my notes before 12am for my Business and E-Comm subject. usually i already asleep by dat time. and, not to mention dat i'm shocked and disappointed at my coursework marks for Media Planning, CSA and Ethics. even though i din hope to get so high, but, definately not this amount :(

Shocking #7:

i am SHOCKED dat i can be shocked at so many things over the 2 weeks! hahaha. din noe dat i am easily shocked. so, do not ever try to scare me because i might have a heart attack after so many shockings in my life! hehehe.

next, is the final day of my exams for this torturing semester. n i really need to kiss this dreadful, pain-in-the-ass, tiring and draining semester a sweet goodbye with a huge and humongus celebration by having a good feast and lantern walk-around. haha. not to mention 'accidently' flame up utar! wakakaka. so, good luck to myself and take care!

Saturday, September 08, 2007

sien!

my goodness! one week of self-confinement at home. kononnya studying....*blood spitting out from mouth* i really can;t take it anymore! my concentration of studying is only 3 days!!! i needed some time out of the house! its driving me really crazy. sleep, wake up, makan, study, sleep, wake up, study, makan sleep. its a repetitive cycle! worse of all, i dun even understand wat am i studying! i really wanna cry dy. its been so long since i took exam. n to be honest, i'm really disappointed at my coursework marks esp media ethics. *sigh* tot i could do better for the assignment, but, too late. i dunno how ler the exam......

this semester really driving all of us crazy. tons of assignments n presentations at one go. its really at our limit. i'm really at my max dy. i dun feel the excitement of rushing assignment anymore. i dun feel dat i need to push myself further anymore (even though i still think dat i need to push myself harder coz of the marks but always failed).

for this semester's final exams, i really need to GANBATE! n hopefully the exam will be a piece of cake to us ler. or the examiners are damn kind hearted to mark leniently or the marking scheme is low. i really need a Miracle. a miracle to get an A for every subject (but sure cannot wan...kantoi a few subs dy).

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just to let out my frustration. it didn't work much. i need a sound-proof room.